Point: Nothing.

I wish I didn't have so many pictures on my camera...it's just this dumb thing I do where I save a lot of pictures that are special to me or that are really funny etc. Even if I have them saved on the computer, I just can't delete them from my memory card in case I for some reason need to look at one of them. And because of this, I have over 700 pictures on my card. I would delete a lot but since there's so many, it seems like such a huge and unconquerable chore to go through all of them and be tough with myself and make myself delete them. And ALSO because of this, I never upload pictures anymore because it's a pain in the butt to search through all of my pictures to upload the most recent ones. For some reason when I plug my camera in, all of the pictures come up in the most random order and so I have to look through every single one to find the ones I want to upload. Blaahhhh...

Well I figured I'd write a blog since I haven't blogged in a month. I don't know why I bother doing this because I have no friends and I don't know how to add, let alone find friends. Plus, I don't think any of my friends have a blogspot. Blah again. Oh well.

Lately I have been getting really frustrated and hurt and whatever really easily. I don't know why. I guess I just feel lonely and stupid and boring and annoying. I don't know what to do with myself. I feel bad for Stephen because I've really been an emotional rollercoaster the past couple of days. The smallest things that shouldn't really matter end up being this huge deal in my head or making me feel really bad about something or about myself and Stephen has to deal with these effects on me. He really is a great guy and I am so lucky to have him...he's so patient and loving and I really don't deserve him but I'm very glad that I do have him. I just wish we were married already. I know marriage wouldn't fix all of my problems and would in fact come with it's own troubles and trials but I think that it actually would fix some of the things I'm dealing with. I don't know. Whatever. My blogs are all probably boring. So sorry to all of you who don't read this because you don't even know my blog exists. Haha. I need to find someone who I can borrow the Twilight series from. The past month I've been craving them. I need to read them again.

Well I guess that's it. That's pretty much what is on my mind. I think I might paint again tonight, although I should really get to bed because I've had a lot of late nights recently. Oh well...whatever.